There's Something About Alice

Chapter #9

2012-01-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

15th January 2011

Mood: Tired

Another day is gone.... another day is going to start. Tired for doing everything, from beginning to the end. But i'm fine, i know i can do it. I've learn that i shouldn't rely on anyone but myself, no matter whoever promise to lend you a hand.

Life isn't all about being happy either, but being satisfied as well. Learn to face reality and do not give a fuck about someone who isn't worth the time. Rely on yourself rather than others, to do anything. Do not just sitting and wait for anyone who promise or come to give you a hand even your closer one. (oh yeah, for me except my beloved family!). What they can give is you is just a bunch of excuses. Sometimes i think i should thanks them as they gave me an opportunity to learn everything myself. I've learned a lot during this period, and i believe i can do better. I understand that everyone is a fragile person but is up to them to change to become a stronger person. Trust yourself. I'm not the best, but yet not the worse. All i know is, mistakes and errors is what got me here today. Never rely too much on anyone.

*Stand by your own*

Chapter #8

2012-01-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

10th January 2012

Mood: Sleepy

"Oh, shit!"

Something is lost, but i believe i will gain back something else. Never give up no matter how tough it is. I promise to make something that i never thought will exist and succeed. But now i will work hard on it, as i aware that every precious human being in this world has a potential to do anything you want to do in life. Don't let anyone stop us from completing our goals, changing the world, and leaving our mark.

"Life's truly a great adventure, enjoy the ride!"

And "Happy Birthday" to the uncle out there! :P

Chapter #7

2012-01-02T17:42:00.002+08:00

1st January 2012

Mood: Blank

Brand New Year

Another brand new year. Finally we have step into year 2012, a year which has been a hot topic for everyone. It's seem nothing different for me, just another challenging year, a year to be better to achieve higher target.

Looking back into year 2011 resolution, I realize I almost achieved most of it, even some is beyond expectation! Yes, my litte website! It's really a great year for me, where I've learn and experience a lot. And this year 2012, I wish for a better me and a bigger success in my career, a feeling of satisfaction perhaps. Can i do it?

Let's reflect on what i've achieved...
1) Get myself a fuji instax!
2) Get myself a Mac 21" PC!
3) More outing and travels with friends and family
4) Learn some new skills and yes, i did!
5) My portfolio done!
6) Beyong expectation - my little website is born!

Right now, I'm glad and appreciate for what I have now. I have a lovely family and friends, love, and career. And i wish my lovely friends good luck to, in whatever they wish for. Hope to hear their success stories too, no matter love or career! Wishing you all a marvelous and magical New Year!

To be honest, i believe most of us have not been able to keep up with all the New Year's Resolutions even from the previous years. Hence, this year to be continues.... And don't forget to celebrate once your dream is achieved by giving yourself little rewards! Such as getting yourself something that you want it for a long time. And yes, i will get a camera for myself this year! It will make the journey so much more fun, and will definitely keep you motivated!

Some of my new year resolution i've listed down:
1) More and more visitors for my website
2) Learn swimming....arggghhh, still fail now! Anyone willing to teach me? :)
3) Earn more for my london trip!
4) Travel and travel, at least 2 countries per year!
5) Do more exercise, to keeps me healthy and for sure will makes us look and feel better.And more important i want a sexy butt and thighs! Arrghhh, this since last year!
6) Pay off my Citibank credit card bill!
7) Try everything! New food, new languages, new experiences.

At this new year, i beg for forgiveness..if i've ever done anything wrong, or my actions resulted in hurting someone, i'm sorry...:) And I hope, somewhere in this year, i will surprise myself with something GOOD. :) There is always a miracle when you believe it.

Chapter #6

2011-12-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

14th December 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Be YourSelf

I always wonder why some peoples are just so mean these day? Because something is hurting them and they wanna make you feel the same way they are feeling? Because you have something better than them, and they envy it so much? Why this people want to makes other people's lives a living hell.

Every single person living on planet earth, did go through happiness and unhappiness with their own lives no matter emotionally or physically. Some people are just mature enough to think. They treat the unhappiness as a part of their lives - history and learn to become more stronger. Where else for some people, they are just so stubborn, and make their life so sensitive. They might want to stressed out, or mad at you for no reason. This will causes them to be mean or have a bad social skills. Some people they are not mean, but they just can't think before they talk. They never think of the consequences of what they say, even it hurt other peoples. Hence, if someone is mean to you, try to understand them and just ignore them! Because they just don't care about other people's feelings.

You can't do anything. Just make your life beautiful everyday.

Chapter #5

2011-12-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

6th December 2011

Mood: Happy

Chasing Dream

It's december, yes it's coming to the end of the year. Looking back at my list of new year resolution, i'm satisfied yet happy as most of it already achieved! ^^

It's time to chase for new dream, and i'm get ready for it! New year, new resolution, new dream, new target. Preparing my list of new year resolution now, hopefully can get it ready before the end of december!

Stay tuned...

Working hard on my website now.... and everything is all about "dateline, dateline, dateline"!!

Chapter #4

2011-11-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

22nd November 2011

Mood: Tired

Beginning or the end?

I wonder how to take correct decision when im in confused mood? Currently i've been experiencing confusing mood swings...i really need to be alone and think about it, what exactly i want...

Been repeating to this song this few days, damn love it...and suit my current mood too...

Excellent lyrics...

十對情侶　有誰捱得下去

有幾多人　能擋風急雨水...

鍾一憲 x 麥貝夷《拖泥帶水》

Chapter #3

2011-11-20T20:03:00.001+08:00

20th November 2011

Mood: Tired

My Best Friend’s Wedding

My best friend is getting married, and I just as happy as her! Being nervous, excited, and touching especially when tears falling out of his husband eyes. I believe his husband will love her so much till forever and ever.

So while many of my friends out there are getting married, and i'm, well, not even close. In fact I just not ready for it, the word ‘wedding” is just far away from me.

My dear Eileen & Tong, congratulation on your wedding! Let love never leaves your house and happiness stays with you with two forever!

Dedicate a song to both of you, the theme song of your wedding!

I love this song too, and the video is so touching!

最重要的決定

It's really touch especially when both of them sing this song together! Love both of you! Bless~

Chapter #2

2011-11-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

16th November 2011

Mood: Happy

“Work hard and work smart”

All of us work hard in life - there is no doubt about it. We work hard so we can achieve the best results in our life.
I always believe that hard work will eventually leads to success. Happy that my new baby site is getting more and more visitors. When there’s a target, I believe it will drive us to hit it, no matter how difficult it is. London, I’m on the way!!

“The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal, you can get there if you're willing to work. - Oprah Winfrey.”

Believe in the dreams you've always wanted to come true. London & Lincoln, I miss you!

Chapter #1

2011-11-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

10th November 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Everyone is pretty. Maybe you just can't see it. Be happy with who you are.

Promise

2011-11-01T17:21:00.004+08:00

1st November 2011

Mood: Angry

Is promises are meant to be broken?

I really hate people who can’t keep their promise! Hate it! Hate it!!

"Don't make promises if you can't keep it." If you make such promises, its a lie.

You never know how it feels.

Don't piss me off!! Sucks!!!!!

Holding Back The Past?

2011-10-26T18:49:00.004+08:00

26th October 2011

Mood: Tired

It's holiday today. And i was looking back at all old pictures of mine, my friends and family. I remembering who i was several years ago. And i just realised that everything has change. Memory is some kind of things that you will never forget. It's kind of scary to look back the past, and i wonder am i the one i wanted to be now?

But i grateful at the same time, and happy that i've evolved into a person i am now. I understand that everything happen for a reason, and i'm truly responsible for every outcome in my life. But sometimes, things are not that easy to let it go. If you have been grasping onto something, it's really not easy to let it go. I always believe if we work hard on it, and never give up, we will get what we want. But somehow, it's not what it turn out to be. Always remember, life is either a daring adventure or nothing. So, i have to make a decision too.

I know everyone have their own problem or maybe in dilemma...life is too short to regret, if you feel that the outcome can make yourself happy, why don't give a try, at least it is not too late to know the answer... remember,

"You don't need to manipulate the world around you to try to make yourself happy. You live from happiness, rather than for happiness" (Quote from Marci Shimoff, Happy For No Reason)

* I always miss you, my girl!*

Pray For Bangkok

2011-10-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

25th October 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Let's pray for bangkok and the whole world....wish everything is fine...and may the world is still as beautiful as before...

How can social software get you fired?

2011-10-14T18:09:00.001+08:00

14th October 2011

Mood: Happy Friday

An interesting article to share, and always remember how important your job to you!

How can social software get you fired?

Relaxing

2011-10-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

6th October 2011

Mood: Tired

It's October, a brand new, fresh and tired month...a lot of things need to be done this month, especially my new site...have to work hard on it!!! :)

>< Tired...need to relax more...awaiting for upcoming holiday!

Wishes

2011-09-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

28th September 2011

Mood: Tired

Maybe it's just a beginning...

I know it's hard, but i do not give up.

Gambate Alice...it's really far from what you wish for...but do not give up...perhaps you will achieve it one day...believe in yourself...never rely on others...:)

The truth about human

2011-09-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

27th September 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Some interesting article to share...

"People spend hours in psychologists’ offices trying to turn negative thoughts into positive ones. But it’s possible that a lot of that time is wasted. A study in Psychological Science suggests that the very effort to think positively may highlight how unhappy you are. Investigators interviewed volunteers and rated their self-esteem. All the subjects were then asked to spend 4 minutes writing about their feelings. Every 15 seconds, some of them heard a bell; when they did, they were supposed to tell themselves, “I am a lovable person.” In that group, those with low-self esteem scores did not feel better; in fact, their writing showed that they felt worse. A better solution for some might be to accept that negative feelings are there—and thus disempower them."

— TIME, “The Decade from Hell”

How about you?

Waiting

2011-09-22T21:39:00.011+08:00

21st September 2011

Mood: Blank

A blink of eye, is the end of year again...several months to go, and i wonder where i will be. I'm waiting for it. No matter where i go, dad and mom, i still love you.

Being betrayed by someone you trust, being upset by the love one, being cheated by the one you fully trusted and the feeling of being abandoned. I believe this is more than enough. Perhaps, this is some little test in life that we need to go through. I believe all the road in the world is same, is just how you walk through it, and how you handle it. Choose the right path, forget the past, challenge the future. Believe in yourself rather than anyone else. Everyone will betray you unless yourself.

I'm not the one you need to pity with, and once before, i just one of the ordinary human outside there who complain about their life. However, i won't complain anymore, i understand the meaning of life, and what we need to go through. I take the challenge, and i will face it. I won't feel hopeless, and helpless as i know more than a billion people's outside need more help than me. To those who always complain about their life now, please stop the fuck off. There's more people outside there is more pity than you. Listen to them.

Stay strong!

This is the type of picture that speaks a thousand words.

Interested in how to help? thewellnj.com and digthewell.com. The Well is a Young Adults Group atEvangel Church whose mission is to provide clean water and the living water in some of the driest places in Africa.

Feeling

2011-09-10T01:05:00.003+08:00

9th September 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Still remember your first love? Still remember that feel?

People's say the feeling of love, is just like awaiting another summer holiday break...exciting and happy...

But the feeling will fade away one day...do you ....

When you start to notice, there's no longer the feeling of "waiting"... it's mean there's no more love...

Great song to share...currently love this song a lot...the feel is just great...memory...

鍾一憲 x 麥貝夷《勾手指尾》MV

好想尋回這種戀愛的感覺…但隨著年紀漸大…好怕再找不回了.....

Will it be same?

2011-09-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

8th September 2011

Mood: Tired

Have the same dream for continuously two days...will it be a signal or something else?

Why do i felt like i'm the one who taking care rather than i being taken care of?

The road is so long, yet so far....and i really can't see what is the future....

The last day of 31st August 2011

2011-08-31T23:16:00.002+08:00

31st August 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Last day of August 2011....and we will never has this ever again. No matter how long you wait.

Yet, it's has been 3 years since i came back from UK...I have to admit i really miss uk...how i wish i'm still there now...but reality is always hurt.

A brand new month is gonna start in another 1 hour. What would you before the end of august? Planning on next month activities? I'm planning to stop all kind of activities in order to cut down my budget. I really need to put more effort in saving money now in order to achieve my dream. Have to say goodbye to my fav boutique as well as trips. I have to be independent and rely on myself more. :P

Another three months to go before the year end. And my list of so called "new year resolution" still in pending! Omgosshhh.... :(

And thanks to my friends who accompany me throughout this raya holiday (:P and others holiday too!) , nothing else i can do other than sleep and eat! You guys are the best! Remember always, friendship needs to be treasured and cherished. :)

Speechless

2011-08-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

25th August 2011

Mood: Blank

So sad that a friend can suddenly seem disappeared... no matter what happen, wish everything is fine, hope to get reply from you soon, at least know that you are fine.

Desperado

2011-08-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

21st August 2011

Mood: Happy

Beautiful sunday, with my cup of hazelnut hot chocolate accompany me. The weather is great today. Listening to my current favourite song, an old song by Eagles - Desperado. I always wonder what's the song all about, finally i try to "wiki" what's the song all about...This is such a beautiful song. It has both a beautiful melody and lyrics that is so meaningful. Try to listen to it....:)

Desperado

It's all about a man who has commitment issues. He's scared to love someone all the way. His friend is trying to get him to commit. There's someone out there who loves him, but he's running from her. He's wasted so many years of his life running from love and he's about to lose his chance. At the same time, the pain and hunger that he feels for love will cause him even more pain later in life if he doesn't let anyone in now.

(sources: google search)

What do we want?

2011-08-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

17th August 2011

Mood: Tired

Are you living the life you want?

We work so hard, we earn as much as possible...but is that what we want? Have you ever think what you really want in your life? Some of us not knowing what we want in life but knowing that we don't want the life we have now just because we have more suffering and sadness than joy in our life. Am I? Even myself, i dunno what I want. Time flied. Day by day, what am i waiting for? It just like everyday is the same, I work so hard, but do I get what I want?

We all scared to make changes as we don't know what will happen. I understand we can't prevent tragedy and challenges from touching our life. We all experience our share of hardship and misfortune. Life is not easy, it could be bitter, it could be sweet. Each of us want the feeling of happiness again, same to me. I like the sense of pleasure I had as a child, just like when the first time when we saw rainbow.

However, when we getting older, we feel like we aren't getting what we want out of life, and it's leaving a feeling of regret for not achieving anything. Some people struggle for everything, just want whatever everyone of us have. You fight for the best job, fight for the most expensive car, fight to become the richest person in town, and even fight for the perfect partner just to tell others what you have in your life. But in the end, you just want to win. Is that what you want? Live life to the fullest, you are lucky if you able to achieve everything you want in your life. Satisfied with what you have and appreciate it.

Discover what you really want in your life, and begun to struggle hardly for reaching the aims of yours. It's always never too late to find what you really want. For me, perhaps already too late for me, and till now I still can't find what I really want in my life. For now, I just wish my parents and those around me stay healthy and happy all the times....It's time to think twice now, think about what we want to accomplish in life.

Sometimes I did questions myself,

"Do you live for others?" or "Do you live for yourself?"

Some people just live for others, living in life with rules. They become who they are for what others want them to be. Am I?

Give me a break

2011-08-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

16th August 2011

Mood: Tired

When things doesn't work..everything seem to goes wrong. And pity that we still need to carry the stress around with us. I learn that writing can reduce my stress - if you want to get rid of stress, you have to write in detail about the things that are stressing you out. And to be honest, maybe my writing not honest enough to tell everything. Sorry

I always wonder what human made from? Why are they so difficult to understand. I understand we can't escape from difficult people. But if we already stressed, and this difficult person has added to our stress, i just felt like someone is pushing me too hard, and i felt difficulties in breathing! I kept questioning myself sometimes, why we want to make things so stressful? Is this part of our life?

Looked at her - No one actually care, no one understand, and no one even notices that she might be breaking inside. Who really care?

Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times especially when this difficult person ignore and add on your stress. At the end, you will it is difficult to communicate to them as you already tired with them. Sometimes let it go, will make your life more wonderful. However, no one is absolutely perfect. We either choose to accept or let it go.

Remember,

“One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not find the right one."

Sad News

2011-08-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

9th August 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Saddest news ever....

Heartbreaking when seeing this news, wonder why there is so much sad news happened recently. Everything in the world happen for a reason. I understand there's a human need, but i believe there's other way to replace those "need" without hurting others. Even animal, they have feeling too. But why this happen?

Bear kills baby to save it from cruel bile farmers

A man who visited a bear farm and witnessed the horrific practice of bile farming, which caused a mother bear so much pain that she killed her own cub to prevent it from suffering. Bear bile farming involves keeping Asiatic black bears in captivity to harvest bile, a digestive juice found in the ball bladder. The bears are commonly kept in 'crush' cages that do not allow them to stand upright or even move, in some cases. The bile is then extracted via a tube inserted into the bear's abdomen, or allowed to drip freely from a permanent hole made in the bear's gall bladder. Bile farming is reported to be extremely painful for bears as they chew their own paws and beat their heads during the extraction. To stop the bears from committing suicide, they are made to wear iron vests that cover their abdomen....
>more

It's Saturday!

2011-08-06T14:56:00.001+08:00

6th August 2011

Mood: Blank

It's been a while i didn't update my blog...been busy for several weeks...and yes, still busy with my current project..but i won't forget my blog, and try my best to update it everytime i have time...:P

What coming up next? Well, it's august now and just realise half of the year gone...i still have not achieved my "most wanted resolution of the year"! What's happen to me!! Another 4 months to go...finger cross i able to achieved it before the year end! Time flied, and i'm getting older day by day...inspiration is gone, perhaps time to change to new environment. Should I?

Life is tough. But we shouldn't give up! Fight for it!

Strangers, Again

2011-07-14T23:15:00.011+08:00

14th July 2011

Mood: Strange

People get together, and become strangers again. This is something that always happen in our life. And it is so true.

Thinking

2011-07-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

12th July 2011

Mood: Tired

Is anyone been asking you this question

"Do you love me because i love you"

and i believe this question will keep repeating in your mind from time to time...

"If i love you because you love me, that is mere trade, a thing to be bought at the market"

To love is not to ask anything in return, not even to feel that you are giving something and it is only such love that can know freedom.

~Jiddu Krishnamurti

What a sunday

2011-07-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

10th July 2011

Mood: Blank

Tired Sunday, although yesterday I just stay at home...alone in starbucks here trying the new green tea frappe - Black sesame flavour! Superb great taste!! Fall in love with it now...I juz love sesame! And the best is I get it for FREE!!

Counting and counting, just realize it is still early of July, not even half of the month, and my pocket is almost empty...Wonder how am I going to survive till end of the month....:( errgggg...can't wait till end of the month now....

Rainy Sunday....it's been raining for few days, since early of the month...and the number of mosquitos is increasing too!!! Argggg, and the number of bites on my body getting more and more...pray hard, modal Otis pls go away from me...:(

Happy weekend to all my friends...

Busy

2011-07-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

8th July 2011

Mood: Tired

Sorry to all my frens, been busy for quite a while...and i think coming weeks too....really don't have much time blogging...as i'm busy with my new design blog too...going to launch very soon! Stay tuned!

Will update my blog whenever i'm free! :)

Changes

2011-06-26T23:37:00.000+08:00

26th June 2011

Mood: Blank

Shall I look for better changes?

Everyone scare of changes. The thought of making a changes in our life can be so scary as we scare the changes will end up with nothing or getting worst than what we deserve or dream to be. Even myself afraid of changes. Why? To be honest, sometimes i rather not to take chances and stay in situations where i'm not happy with, simply just because i'm afraid of changes. I hate of playing the "what if?" game! What if i make a mistake? What if it’s worse than what I have now? I hate the feeling of regret!! I've been regret for several things in my life, i don't wan to have the feeling anymore...shall i look for better changes then? :(

Would I be foolish to try and make changes at this point?

My New Gadget

2011-06-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

25th June 2011

Mood: Happy

Finally the happy family is all gathered together! Happy Day!

Welcome the new family member! Yuppie...:P

Holding Back The Tears

2011-06-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

23rd June 2011

Mood: Sad

A Letter to You...even thought I know it will never deliver to you.

A night with tears..how could you just leave me alone here...I remember you told me, we can meet up, and talk whatever i like. But now i couldn't even can hear your voice anymore. Do you know i miss you a lot, girl? I've been thinking of you for more than 2 years, with laughter n tears. You smile, your voice, laughter, and your small little hand still in my mind.

I've watched a movie just now. And the movie just remind me of you. I couldn't help, I can't hold back my tear...all I can is just crying alone here.

I always believe that everything happen for a reason. Once i read an article saying that "Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul." However till today, I still can't find the reason why things happen on you. It just make me felt painful and unfair.

You have affect my life. You come into my life and I know right away that you were meant to be here...to give me laughter, teach me a lesson or help figure out who am I or who I want to become. But you leave me in half way.

Life is too short to regret...but I never regret I met you! I just wish I could met you earlier...so we have more time to spend together...I understand that no one can change what had happen, but we can choose how to live on and be better...Girl, I will never forget the moment we spent together in UK. And i miss there so much, where we were first met...everything in UK is just perfect..

What a busy month!

2011-06-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

22nd June 2011

Mood: Tired

What a busy month! Tired and sleepy!! It's June, and i seem so busy this month, with all my works and freelance! Sorry for not blogging for quite a while...busy with my works, not even have enough sleep nowadays!

I always believe, when there's is bad things come, they always happy and good things follow behind. Great to receive a lot of jobs and happy that my client appreciate my hard work. The most happy things is when your client told you - "you have done a great job!". And at this moment, all the tired feeling will be gone, and all you can feel is a smile from your heart! :)

Wonder what will happen next month? A lot of great activities coming soon! For sure, July is a happy and great month for me...finger cross everything will be fine!!!

2011-06-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

13th June 2011

Mood: Dull

Right

2011-06-11T20:24:00.001+08:00

11th June 2011

Mood: Blank

"No one has the right to judge us because no one really knows what we have been through. They may have heard about our stories, but they never did once felt what we felt in our hearts."

The Phase of Relationship

2011-05-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

31st May 2011

Mood: Sleepy

Came across this video in youtube, all about the phase in relationship. As mention, every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.It is always hard to forget someone, who gave you so much to remember...

When i watch this video, it makes me realized that relationship do fade away as time past and people changing over time...is that true? Someone you want so much in your life will become nothing special to you anymore...you know what, it's hurt to hear that...there's no way to describe a relationship at the end...the worst stage - is the breaking....and stranger...at the end, things will never be the same...

Every moment we spend with someone we love, what we can do is appreciate. I'm happy to meet him in my life. No one know what will happen in the future, but what we can do is appreciate every moment we have now...we live only once.

Strangers, again...

Missing

2011-05-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

30th May 2011

Mood: Missing

My friend, i'm missing you....wish that you are fine and happy in the world you living...

Wonder if we will meet in dream.... :)

Lovely Sunday

2011-05-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

29th May 2011

Mood: Blur

It's a quiet and lovely sunday...spending my day alone at Starbucks here...just felt great!

So what's the story for this month?

May is going to end... My lovely month, and a meaningful month to me, as I was born on this month... Thanks to my dad and mom, who bring me to this world...and here i can see the beautiful and ugly side of this world... Although sad things happened, but at the same times happiness did knock my door sometimes...

I'm grateful that I had met great peoples in my life and i did appreciate them. I'm happy too that I met sucks people's, as they make me stronger now. Although life is not easy, yet not difficult, I will continue to study hard on how to go through the pain and sadness that happened to me....and I know, if there is no sadness, we won't know what is happiness. Pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future!

I believe in karma, and I always believe what comes around will always goes around....So be a good person!

To those who feel the happiness, appreciate it, and to those who feel like a loner, stay stronger as happiness is on the way and will knock your door one day. Never ever pretend you don't need anyone...coz I believe everybody in the world needs somebody. :)

Do you know,

"Today is one of those days when I wish I was a little girl and could climb on my mother's lap and cry until the hurt goes away"

Cold Night

2011-05-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

19th May 2011

Mood: Dull

As the weather, my mood is dull. It's been raining heavily tonight, no, is superb heavy rain! What a cold and dark night, with thunderstorm accompany me. A totally bad day for me, since morning fucking traffic jam!!! I really hate those driver who always thought the road is them!! As a result, i'm late to work again!!! I really hate KL sometimes, stress... :(

And time to go back, but with super heavy rain! Yes, i'm all wet now!!!!!!!!!! Totally spoil my thursday mood! My brand new shoe and pants are all wet, even my lovely umbrella can't help me! Feel wanna cry now....I just want to reach home as soon as possible! Hopefully everything is fine when i back home!!!

Maybe it's still early for me to dream! Omg, i'm really in double deep shit now!Guess what, my blog is missing!!!!! Omg....i forgot i've accidentally delete my gmail account and now my blog is gone! Yes, is totally gone!!!! My tears almost fall when i think of it....and i know what i can do now is contact blogger helpdesk to help me to solve this!!! I don't care, even begging them, i must have my blog back!!!!! It's been more than 5 years i've been writing blog. It just like my baby, i can't lost it!!! God bless me, finally problem is solve, and i'm here now again...:)

I hate today, obviously not a good day for me!

It's still raining now, 10.20pm...seem like the clouds is crying so hard tonight...Alright, song of the night, my fav...listen to it lyrics...

记得....

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口.....

2011-05-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

15th May 2011

Mood: Happy

Happy sunday, finally renew my passport!!!!

Hunger for starbucks now....omg...:P

Happy Things

2011-05-10T22:10:00.012+08:00

10th May 2011

Mood: Happy

What is the best thing to do after work without spending any money? Yup, jogging is the best idea, without using any single pence! I enjoy jogging after work, as there are two things I can see...first is sunset. I love sunset, enjoy running while seeing sunset, it really feel good! And most important, sweating is good for health. You feel much more better, as it did help to overcome stress too. Great feeling!

I’m super duper happy mood today! Alright, yup something happen, and it did make my mood today! My portfolio is done, and i never realise there is people who really appreciate my work. I’m happy to know that my portfolio was featured in some of the web design website. Wonder how did i found out about it?

Alright, the story is like this. Today, i log into Google analytical to check the traffic for my website such as blog, tumblr, and my portfolio. I was surprise when I see the number of visitors to my portfolio increase from no one to around 100 visitors in less than a week. While the number for my blog and tumblr is decrease. Ok, I admit that i lazy and really don’t have much time to update my blog and tumblr due to current workload! Sigh! By the way, i do feel surprise especially when i realised my website was featured in some other web design website. I really appreciated when they put my website as example or reference for other designer. It makes me felt that my hard work is worth of it. Thanks! Happy yippie!!

So tired!

2011-05-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

9th May 2011

Mood: Tired

Is a tired day for me!! I really need a good rest and holiday!!! My leg is crying in pain!! Holiday come come come!!

Never Hate People

2011-04-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

30th April 2011

Mood: Blank

Is the final day of April. A new month is going to born. And a brand new target am going to set.

Before the month is end, i learn something new.