-Learn How to make yourself happy-
Dear friend, i know life is full of examination, and no matter how you have to go through it. I understand it hurts you, but you don't have a choice, as you already choose the path earlier. And now you must choose your direction either choose to move forward or to simply give up.
Don't lose hope. You never know what tomorrow will bring. Perhaps the best is waiting for you at the end of the road. Who knows? Hopefully you will be happy again, cheers!