16th August 2011
When things doesn't work..everything seem to goes wrong. And pity that we still need to carry the stress around with us. I learn that writing can reduce my stress - if you want to get rid of stress, you have to write in detail about the things that are stressing you out. And to be honest, maybe my writing not honest enough to tell everything. Sorry
I always wonder what human made from? Why are they so difficult to understand. I understand we can't escape from difficult people. But if we already stressed, and this difficult person has added to our stress, i just felt like someone is pushing me too hard, and i felt difficulties in breathing! I kept questioning myself sometimes, why we want to make things so stressful? Is this part of our life?
Looked at her - No one actually care, no one understand, and no one even notices that she might be breaking inside. Who really care?
Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times especially when this difficult person ignore and add on your stress. At the end, you will it is difficult to communicate to them as you already tired with them. Sometimes let it go, will make your life more wonderful. However, no one is absolutely perfect. We either choose to accept or let it go.
“One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not find the right one."