23rd June 2011
A Letter to You...even thought I know it will never deliver to you.
A night with tears..how could you just leave me alone here...I remember you told me, we can meet up, and talk whatever i like. But now i couldn't even can hear your voice anymore. Do you know i miss you a lot, girl? I've been thinking of you for more than 2 years, with laughter n tears. You smile, your voice, laughter, and your small little hand still in my mind.
I've watched a movie just now. And the movie just remind me of you. I couldn't help, I can't hold back my tear...all I can is just crying alone here.
I always believe that everything happen for a reason. Once i read an article saying that "Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul." However till today, I still can't find the reason why things happen on you. It just make me felt painful and unfair.
You have affect my life. You come into my life and I know right away that you were meant to be here...to give me laughter, teach me a lesson or help figure out who am I or who I want to become. But you leave me in half way.
Life is too short to regret...but I never regret I met you! I just wish I could met you earlier...so we have more time to spend together...I understand that no one can change what had happen, but we can choose how to live on and be better...Girl, I will never forget the moment we spent together in UK. And i miss there so much, where we were first met...everything in UK is just perfect..