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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Means Nothing

21st May 2009

Nothing ever can turn back....

Yesterday is a wonderful day, and i supposed to be happy....received gift from friends, greet and wishes from everyone....but why didn't you, girl...still remember last year today...you send me a message and saying that will celebrate with me every year...I really miss those time we were together shopping, eating, and sleeping....remember u always told me why you was in library, about ur flatmates, ur holiday and everything...i miss those girl chat now...feeling bored without you to chat with me....

I did not celebrate birthday this year...as we have promise to celebrate together...yesterday, i chat with your cousin and both of us kept talking about you...remind us back a lot of happy memory be with you...without you here, everyone who loves you just feel lost...For me, i felt like the floor was take away from me. I’ve got lost and I didn’t even want to be found…now i had no purpose living, and i know soon i might turned into a zombie....

Now, everyday just go by like this. People just continue to do the same things over and over again. Nothing exceptional or interesting happens. The world is too peaceful. It is so peaceful that it makes life seems meaningless. It seems like now, i’m searching for the meaning of life for every single day...I know i need someone to help me understand the meaning of life....

However, i realised that i dun see the meaning in it....i dun understand...we all are human...being living in the same earth..the only differences is each of us might from different country, culture or lifestyle...why there is still peoples who look down on others...just like you are not that important to them like oxygen and water. It just likes someone are less significant than compounds to someone else’s life. Perhaps in their mind, only remember "how much you owe me"...I know i might be pissed off at those peoples who think themselves are the best....

Anyway, there are too many things to care about in life but you can also choose to ignore them to lead a simple life. Still remember one of my friend, told me "good things await those who wait"...xxx

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