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Friday, July 14, 2006

*Fighting soul*

Finally finish assignment...finally world come to the final this sunday...France Vs Italy...

7thJuly 2006

It's july already... Summer finally arrive...wish for my favourite season to come - autumn -

Currently really super tired...especially the last two days, even feel sleepy when in class...really cannot concentrate...what can i do....three days non-stop - no sleeping - yesterday nite...assignment finally finish...trying to sleep....but at the end...sit in front of my laptop...till 8am...ling..as well...i'm sure she din sleep too...coz still can heard her voice...have been thinking for quiet a long time...what should i do...i have try my best....try to do everyhting all i can....suddenly i miss my home....miss my family... thinking of many things....

After three months...what will happen? I always ask myself...but the answer never discover till now...no one can answer it as well....


*3rd july...sunset...still doing my assignment* *4th July, blue cloud...windy day for me..*

Back to the time when i was still small, i never know that time was move so fast enough... i couldn't wait until i was 7 years old, so i can get into primary school, i couldn't wait til i was 16 so i could drive, i couldn't wait til i graduated highschool, so i could go to college and leave the nest, and i couldn't wait til i was 21, and continue my study at a brand new place for me...

I've been trying to figure out why time seems to move faster now that i'm older... i thought maybe because my worries, every minutes, every hours, every days, every months, and even every years....seem make the time move so fast...


Now, i am trying to be aware of my every minutes i used... to live in the present... and not in the past with my fears or in the future with my expectations. Currently, i feel the world to be getting lonelier... that we are alienating ourselves...peoples are getting busy and busy....no one there to support us....no one there to share every little things with us...no one there to share the fears and tears...How i wish if there is a post letter box...that allow me to post the letter to the future....so i can tell the future me...not to feel regret to try anything that you never try before...or else...i know myself will be regret if not trying it...

*Does it looks like post letter box..that post letter to the future? *

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

look around you, dear.. alone? haven't u got frens here supporting u? u only feel alone when u isolate urself.. time is moving fast, so take everything and everyday into account.. be happy always, there's no time for sadness.. you will be loved by frens and anyone who know u and let their love warm ur heart.. you're strong and independent, u know that.. so take good care of urself and release urself of any doubts.. ~someone who cares~

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